Thoughts

Thoughts while driving this past weekend:

....I really love the feel of driving at night with the window down. San Francisco is perfect when it is 75 degrees and the fresh air makes me feel extremely happy. Maybe it reminds me when I was younger cruising, but regardless what the reason is. It made me feel lucky to be alive and to even just have such feeling at my age. For that moment while driving, all my worries and thoughts just fly away. What was left is just the music and a big cheesy smile.

....I am amazed once again how I have very different friends and I feel so fortunate. Each makes or plays important parts of who I am. I realize that some of my friends can make me feel like I can do anything, nothing is impossible, push me to the edge, challenge my rules, and pump me up to the brink of almost being a bastard. Then there are friends that just do the opposite. They bring me down to earth. Makes me realize the essentials, what I should appreciate, point out how unreasonable my standards are and even to just double check my zealous ambitions. Although that makes me one difficult person to deal with, but it keep me interested in the world that I live in.

....One other thought. I sometime wait last minute. Maybe I enjoy the rush or maybe I am just a natural born procrastinator. Whatever the case may be, I need to get stuff done. I have my moment of brilliance and my moment of idiocy.

....Oh I wonder if I have learning disability. I been reading things backward. For instance, I read 397, but it was actually 379. I do that a lot. Am I loosing brain cells. Maybe I need to start taking fish oil. Make note to self...buy fish oil.