On top of the mountain

Today I just want to stand on top of the mountain and yell out to God and ask a bunch of "why".  Usually I feel I can pull myself back together when life things break me down.  But today I do not feel like it and I do not understand why some people are called to gather inner strength, while other just get "it" easy.  I often see those people who got it easily, often complain how hard they have it and then they are rewarded with more, while those who have it hard continue to be placed with tougher situations.  If God is indeed justice, then I honestly do not feel like that is even considered by God.  It doesn't seem to make any senses why a person should be good in this world or even care about other people.  We seem to reward the person that display self reward.  When do we ever see any news about someone who showed unconditional acts?  If we are a creature of habit and supposedly we are to work on being better, then why we constant see those who treat other people unfairly continue to get more.  The motto in society today is about getting that quick self serving act and then apologize later to people if needed.  It has clearly become an age where we do not have to be responsible for anyone except the individual.  Almost all literature about human behavior today is about self preservation versus social contribution.  I really don understand where God is place in all of this.  I am exhausted to support godliness when it seems there is no ears to hear the screams from the top of the mountain.